A different kind of depression.
A seemingly unidentified form of depression.
Narcissistic Depression, is what i call, when a person is depressed, but the signs are not "looking down", or "looking sad", or "sad signs". No, this "depression" is different.
This depression is a desperation to "prove". Desperate to prove some sort of knowledge you might have acquired. Desperate to prove what you might have done, or to show where you might have gone.
Most of all, a desperation to constantly be an actor. To try to make yourself believe there is nothing paining you inside. A desperation to constantly attempt to make people believe there is nothing wrong.
(This may also include a desperation to force people to have no opinion other then the one you want to force them to have about yourself.)
A desperation to prove your life is great, usually shows that you're desperatly hiding something.
- Joey JcM