When you're more weird then anyone knows, and you're afraid of not being accepted for who you are, you will try to act like everyone else wants you to act.
You will try to make everyone happy because you feel like if you don't, you'll wake up and be yourself, and your deathly afraid of what people will think of that person.
When you're in this position, it's not really that you are even afraid of who you are, you have just been tricked by someone who doesn't want your inner beauty to shine. They've made you think that life is about the opposite of what it really is.
- Joey JcM